no love goes unpunished (and no summer passes without it's revenge)

[youthsewage]

i wish i could still say that you always save me on the daily basis, but as predicted, summer spirit never fails to take away every single thing that brings joy to the party, leaving me to confront this alone. it's like if someone kept pulling of a leash, and there's no other choice for me than come closer to it, to look at the eyes of death and realize that maybe i don't really need a reason to keep living this awful life